New Thots, rong thots

I been having this thots lately...

Everything in this life is going rong. People are scare even of there one shadows.

People killing people, childrens dieing of hungry...

And all i can think of is that i need to eat. I need the blood of those people.

I need the blood of the ones who are in pane, i need to feel this pane.

Becouse it makes me feel better with my self.

The darkness is covering me again, it is winning.

I now this is rong to think but i do want all the world to be covered in shadows.

I want all the people to feel the same way that i feel, to feel the pane that i have on my shoulders right now.

Darkness is takeing me, and i am loseing rhe meaning of thots and time...

I want to feel life on my again!!

Can someone rescue me??

Please, i need an answer to this question!!!

Can someone please help me??

Or even killme!!! please save me!!!

You have the power to save me from my panefull fate!!

The next Day

An other day has pass, an other sun comes out, an other moon goes in...

An other day of sufering and pane... becouse i dont have that something that my body needs.

I look arround and i see those people walking on the streets, so worried about small and stupid problems, they dont see there are other who suffer ecually or more than they do!

People only think about them self... I have to say that i am not better than them.

I am even worse...

All i can think about right now is in the horrible pane that i am feeling... the pane you cost me!!

The pane you leave on me!!

I dont want to suffer any more!! That is why i give up my soul...

But now that i lost it... i descoverd... my soul was the only thing that body needs!!

My body doesnt need your body any more!!! doesnt need your kisses, your voice, your breath, your soul. Or that is what i want to think... that i dont need you any more...

But is to late... I cant take back what i have done... I cant take back my soul...

Becouse i sell it to the GREATE... and he is not going to give it back...

Becouse of you i lost everything that ones was important for me...

I lose the people i loved... I lose my friends... I lose YOU.

Now i'm doom to walk on this earth alone, to be alone... that is my destiny.

To face all the ages of this world alone. I will witch death to take me, long before it das...

Ja... is ridicules to think that all this happend in a day...

THE NEXT DAY...

THE DAY YOU LEFT.

My Last Drops Of Blood

Well... here i am, dieing in my on pane... drawning in my on blood of horror.

I dont really know what to do, i dont even know what to think...

People a loved... they are almost all gone by now...

Family, Friend, even enemies... they all left... and live me here, all alone, in a sea of blood.

There is no one else here?? There is no one how can save me from this panefull fate?

From my panefull fate??...

The beautifull life that i had one time... it is almost lost...

It has pass like rain on the mountains, like whisp in the medow...

My days has come... to an end

How did i come to this??